We are approaching Christmas so the Nativity Scene comes down from the loft, the christmas cards are being written and I'm visiting my Aunts on foot to see her before the new year so we're a little short on time at the moment.
Sometimes you can and this blog gets a bit more hung up around the things I do not get right, the things I should of done better and some of my behavioural issues but rather like "The News" in the newspaper they're the exceptional things that rightly are called out rather than the majority.
Of course all of this has being going on for a long time so I sometimes wonder how being brought back the mindset of being a child could help because abrupt casting into adulthood removed the breaks from before before I fully formed some sort of control.
We have in the last year or so moved back into presenting me more like a little girl, cutting some of the "span" and even getting the odd spank being easier for keeping me in shorter skirts and dresses which does seem to work.
That said working more on working on teaching me more appropriate attitudes, how to be a "good girl", having things to take an interest in and care for belongs as least as much as that so perhaps getting me a Brownie annual and finding someone who would be interested in helping me do more of those things, challenging some of my less good ways might be a thing.
The other thing might be to see to it I get a dolly for Christmas and teach me to play with it so I don't start hankering for excitement and drama that is more self destructive and I don't come over feeling I can do anything you can.
I need this sense of entitlement removing from me.
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