Virtual playground

It's been quite a long time since I established this blog, joined a few places that I found helpful along the way even if today they've become very much outmoded exploring ideas of what a more child-like me was with all the complicating things.

There are a number of ways I can present from the classic school gurl look which can tie in with feeling more like that gurl back in time to an increasing emphasis in things of a more frillier nature.

The other options include wearing mini skirts of about 16 to 18 inch length, short but still modest with over the knee socks or even stockings.

These days I do visit some rather different sites mainly around being sissy although we lost Sissy Kiss a good couple of months back there's always more to me.

One thing is being very much an eternal guide, fidning it's ethos, values a help given some of the issues I have faced in the past apart from being a good "grounding"  to be the best gurl I can be dealing with the hands I have been given.

Remembrance Day matters to me and I marked that on Sunday.

This is my world and I feel so much better in it.

I hate people who use people

Things are starting to change a bit since I got an appointment at my doctors a few days ago for what was diagnosed as a chest infection that had got a hold of me so I have to complete a course of antibiotics which feels a  bit yukky but should shift the infection.

We did miss the spooky party across the weekend unfortunately.

When things are they were they've been you dress up more and play with your dollies and other things more to take your mind off  matters in just the same way that we did as children  and  that's helping keeping my spirits up.

Thoughts sometimes go to attitudes you observed.

It's funny actually that some people seem to think it's in order to come to someone - have them help them out and then be gone in a flash leaving this person behind.

It just seems to me that they're missing a fundamental truth - that you give as you receive - in life. Just imagine what would happen if we all said "Right I've had my help. Now don't come asking for any."

The absence of respect for the time put in is telling and there is no other word to employ but they USED them.

It's flat out wrong!

Nya!

 

Catgirls are a fascination of mine to the point I do feel very much one myself on the more anthro "furry" side having a fursona.

There's no easy to put things but ever since last Friday morning I've been really unwell with American Covid which seems prevalent in this district at the moment that I must of caught somehow as I felt fine the Wednesday before, just a very slight cough that's not unusual for me in winter given some of the stuff I've been though. 

Thus I am resting trying to free the tubes up as the infection seems to have calmed down now and hopefully I'll catch you in the next post!

You called?

Sometimes the things that get on my nerves more are things like phonecalls from people who don't ask for you, don't say who they are  but want you to press a button first.

I tend to ignore that sort.

The harder sort in some ways to deal with is the scam email or site that can impersonate something that may be okay rather easy so you spend minutes looking into it rather than just letting a call go to voicemail and deleting it.

Actually my cellphone is a pretty boring tough as nails Catapillar one with no interwebs but is 4G with a biggish screen.

I'm currently with Vodafone whose network has a very good reliable coverage, something in this area can't be relied upon by others such as Three, and didn't feel like having to change my cellphone number but needed a replacement, not least for when I'm out on daytrips and the like quickly.

Because of my paws I do need something fairly robust and with my co-ordination I'm prone to falling over so models with thin glass screens aren't so good. 

I do internet stuff on my Chromebook Plus instead that gives me a much bigger screen and I'm more careful over what I click on.

Cross Words

Sometimes I get bratty in which intense helping me with spanking brings improvements other times I can have good reason for feeling cross whither or not it's about an individual or it may be some an organization is responsible for.

I'm not feeling too well following an adverse reaction to pre-packaged salad as I type this with swelling, feeling choked, like being sick and coughing loudly at lunch time having that with some egg and pork slices.

I've had this before usually connected with peanuts and walnuts but there was no caution notes on the packet so I'm having to rest.

I haven't had a reaction like this for ages.

October Rant

Well it was Monday when this was thought out and we started to type this entry in part inspired by long lost original post after a weekend with that Beatles Rubber Soul box to which at one site in excess of 750 pages have been posted with hints, some subtle other less of going off topic, being deliberately contrarian and so on.

I usually glean what information I need and any opinion supported by some evidence to back it up refusing to take the bait.

That's how these things go  but in other areas some appear only interested in those  things that directly concern them at that point.

The fact my likelihood to go to an Oasis concert is slight doesn't to me mean I don't care about "Dynamic Pricing", Bots buying up tickets anymore that being sissy means not being a woman I don't care about Women's Rights because they're a part of stock of reasonable assumptions and rights that apply to all of us.

We expect to know when we get in line to buy something  the price we saw at the start will be one when it's our turn and Women's rights are part of individual human rights which mean we should be able to play whatever sports, study subjects and that as people we are interested in.

I learned last week the Groom of couple getting married  near here was invited to the "Hen night" dressed as maid and had to serve everyone!

I thought that was just great and again, it may not be everyone's bag we all should be able to live our lives as we prefer them so I have a satin blouse and stockings on then that's my business rather think "Goodness what if someone just arrives?"

We live for us.

Freaky Friday musings

Friday,eh?

I was a bit late getting up this morning so it was a rush to fix breakfast needing to be out by half past eight which is just typical I guess of what can happen when you go to sleep thinking about something and wake up with the start of migraine that didn't clear until Sunday afternoon.

That was just in time for Lil'Jennies Storytime on Picarto which is good way of relaxing with an hour to reading one or more children or "young adult" reading books read to you.

I did catch up a bit with The Beano and Phoenix comics which I get every week which helps keep my mind away from some of less good bits of the adult world although obviously there's bits of that you can't ignore.

Bits you can't ignore is the whole discourse around presentation which to me rather forgets things like if you were a school girl, you didn't keep your uniform on to half nine or whenever your bedtime was and you may of gone to places like the movies so you had looks for that.

As s teen girl especially you wanted to cultivate an appearance of sophistication, of coolness when you were out so why shouldn't I as this regressed adult school girl wear a skirt like that with tights and smart casual top?

Gurls like me tend to be a bit more dressy even though anything involving lots of buttons, fastens and generally "fussy" isn't get with my badly damaged paws unless you want to spend time out helping me with it when you go to the loo and all that.

All that gets lost in the "all T Gurls", "All sissy should" wear this and this talk you find in some circles totally ignoring your needs and why they're there.

For some of we'll be returning to some sort of studying or other next month which I'm sure we'll be looking forward  toward which kind reminded me of this perennial problem area.

I had been thinking about getting more hands on at one particular site but feel it may not be to the best interests of my emotional well being, not that I wasn't able to do it, quite the opposite actually as I could do it well, but rather it may put me in more triggering situations that have taken me long time to recover from.

I am more feeling that looking after my needs is not only better for me personally - and I do matter - but I can do more of what I feel helps from the sidelines.