Nya!

 

Catgirls are a fascination of mine to the point I do feel very much one myself on the more anthro "furry" side having a fursona.

There's no easy to put things but ever since last Friday morning I've been really unwell with American Covid which seems prevalent in this district at the moment that I must of caught somehow as I felt fine the Wednesday before, just a very slight cough that's not unusual for me in winter given some of the stuff I've been though. 

Thus I am resting trying to free the tubes up as the infection seems to have calmed down now and hopefully I'll catch you in the next post!

You called?

Sometimes the things that get on my nerves more are things like phonecalls from people who don't ask for you, don't say who they are  but want you to press a button first.

I tend to ignore that sort.

The harder sort in some ways to deal with is the scam email or site that can impersonate something that may be okay rather easy so you spend minutes looking into it rather than just letting a call go to voicemail and deleting it.

Actually my cellphone is a pretty boring tough as nails Catapillar one with no interwebs but is 4G with a biggish screen.

I'm currently with Vodafone whose network has a very good reliable coverage, something in this area can't be relied upon by others such as Three, and didn't feel like having to change my cellphone number but needed a replacement, not least for when I'm out on daytrips and the like quickly.

Because of my paws I do need something fairly robust and with my co-ordination I'm prone to falling over so models with thin glass screens aren't so good. 

I do internet stuff on my Chromebook Plus instead that gives me a much bigger screen and I'm more careful over what I click on.

Cross Words

Sometimes I get bratty in which intense helping me with spanking brings improvements other times I can have good reason for feeling cross whither or not it's about an individual or it may be some an organization is responsible for.

I'm not feeling too well following an adverse reaction to pre-packaged salad as I type this with swelling, feeling choked, like being sick and coughing loudly at lunch time having that with some egg and pork slices.

I've had this before usually connected with peanuts and walnuts but there was no caution notes on the packet so I'm having to rest.

I haven't had a reaction like this for ages.

October Rant

Well it was Monday when this was thought out and we started to type this entry in part inspired by long lost original post after a weekend with that Beatles Rubber Soul box to which at one site in excess of 750 pages have been posted with hints, some subtle other less of going off topic, being deliberately contrarian and so on.

I usually glean what information I need and any opinion supported by some evidence to back it up refusing to take the bait.

That's how these things go  but in other areas some appear only interested in those  things that directly concern them at that point.

The fact my likelihood to go to an Oasis concert is slight doesn't to me mean I don't care about "Dynamic Pricing", Bots buying up tickets anymore that being sissy means not being a woman I don't care about Women's Rights because they're a part of stock of reasonable assumptions and rights that apply to all of us.

We expect to know when we get in line to buy something  the price we saw at the start will be one when it's our turn and Women's rights are part of individual human rights which mean we should be able to play whatever sports, study subjects and that as people we are interested in.

I learned last week the Groom of couple getting married  near here was invited to the "Hen night" dressed as maid and had to serve everyone!

I thought that was just great and again, it may not be everyone's bag we all should be able to live our lives as we prefer them so I have a satin blouse and stockings on then that's my business rather think "Goodness what if someone just arrives?"

We live for us.

Freaky Friday musings

Friday,eh?

I was a bit late getting up this morning so it was a rush to fix breakfast needing to be out by half past eight which is just typical I guess of what can happen when you go to sleep thinking about something and wake up with the start of migraine that didn't clear until Sunday afternoon.

That was just in time for Lil'Jennies Storytime on Picarto which is good way of relaxing with an hour to reading one or more children or "young adult" reading books read to you.

I did catch up a bit with The Beano and Phoenix comics which I get every week which helps keep my mind away from some of less good bits of the adult world although obviously there's bits of that you can't ignore.

Bits you can't ignore is the whole discourse around presentation which to me rather forgets things like if you were a school girl, you didn't keep your uniform on to half nine or whenever your bedtime was and you may of gone to places like the movies so you had looks for that.

As s teen girl especially you wanted to cultivate an appearance of sophistication, of coolness when you were out so why shouldn't I as this regressed adult school girl wear a skirt like that with tights and smart casual top?

Gurls like me tend to be a bit more dressy even though anything involving lots of buttons, fastens and generally "fussy" isn't get with my badly damaged paws unless you want to spend time out helping me with it when you go to the loo and all that.

All that gets lost in the "all T Gurls", "All sissy should" wear this and this talk you find in some circles totally ignoring your needs and why they're there.

For some of we'll be returning to some sort of studying or other next month which I'm sure we'll be looking forward  toward which kind reminded me of this perennial problem area.

I had been thinking about getting more hands on at one particular site but feel it may not be to the best interests of my emotional well being, not that I wasn't able to do it, quite the opposite actually as I could do it well, but rather it may put me in more triggering situations that have taken me long time to recover from.

I am more feeling that looking after my needs is not only better for me personally - and I do matter - but I can do more of what I feel helps from the sidelines.

Openess

Another Wednesday although this is being worked on over the weekend because family social engagements mean I need to be out on Tuesday rather than the wednesday when I'd get this blog entry done.

The start of the weekend had it's issues involving the Grump which were trying but I spent a bit more time talking on a discord which I find more enjoyable than another discord that just gets into IT and Politics.

The great thing about that place is everybody is open at the outset about the often vexed issues of identity be they about gender, sexuality which we don't go into much here or whatever so what you say about yourself is accepted at the same time that other peoples differences are.

You in turn respect them as they respect you.

I just found some sites in practise just didn't pushing people down those pathways they feel are socially superior or create less issues for them.

The point is: We are US as We Are.

I should feel able to be open on one site to say yes I'm a sissy and actually I've always had a thing for maid costumes - no not lockable sorts as if I needed to be locked into when you know darn well if you left it there, I'd just put it on - but the real thing but this disturbs some peoples picture even if what I'm about doesn't create any issues when we're together playing, being "little".

Not one adult thing there.

And that tension all the time gets to me so ironically I spend more time away from that groups discord only contributing if it's to do with some organized event.

Now I do wonder what at least one person in that group thinks I might of been doing watching a sissy live stream when I spend far more time in a sissy one where contrary to what you might think we talk food, work and hobbies as much as what we love to wear.

To me that's balanced.

Sleep well but do sleep

Yes people, I'm feeling sleepy today and that's pretty much what I'll be doing in a bit.

As a number of you know, I go to bed early at least in part because I get tired easy which is why I disappear from chat just as some of you are like getting going but I broke that particular rule on Sunday as The Grump had lost one of collection of Mobile Phones and this was the one with medical apps and that on it so obviously it mattered to find it.

Unfortunately this whole adventure started around ten o clock at night so not only did it delay me getting to bed where it was found in a bin bag with waste card and paper from his room, the ensuing rants kept going to nearly eleven and really that's too late to really clear from my mind 

So this meant I didn't really get much sleep at all, not least when you wake up, finding yourself lashing about, mind subconsciously  trying to fight what had happened literally so really Monday was a blur so it was a good job he wasn't going anywhere as I was out of spoons,

Blog has changed a bit, this is true when it comes to direction although this weeks post is more "old school" than I usually do, we've had quite a few more people reading this blog so I'll end this entry before I go bed with my teddy with a thought.

Ever thought of doing say a day in the life of your inner child? 

Somedays I often feel like things like doing something like being in a school setting studying apart from my habit of 'playing', running going on my swing for a half hour or more a day and so on.  It wouldn't be just for learning stuff though who knows I might but more for the calm feeling of being in an emotional place you feel comfortable in.

Any thoughts?