Colouring

This week I've been thinking about colouring.
Colouring is an activity most children do from an early age when you take a drawing with the outline image in printed usually in black and colour in between the lines.
Colouring can be helpful in improving your hand to eye co-ordination as you learn to colour in tiny areas neatly.
It's also quite useful in encouraging you to exercise your own imagination, by choosing what areas to colour in whatever colour you prefer although for some subjects  you may prefer to follow the examples such as drawings of Disney Princesses.
It came to me a few days back in part through an ongoing conversation and also while listening to a podcast, that I did very little colouring when I was younger and by the time I'd reached nine it was deemed to be 'childish' although I did draw in colour trees and houses cause that was called 'drawing' which was said to be 'okay' for me to do.
Colouring is in my opinion one of the easiest ways of getting into a younger headspace especially if you live away from any local  littles community because you can do it pretty much anywhere making very little demands on apartment space.
You'll need a supply of coloured pencils (mine are Hello Kitty ones for extra cute appeal), an eraser to remove mistakes, and colouring books that you'll find most newsstores stock so you can get out of your chair and go buy it in person as after all it is for you!.
I tend to keep mine by the computer as a stress relief tool when the interwebs go wonky but generally after changing to my littles clothes, I either lay on my front on the floor or across my Hello Kitty festooned bed with the book and pencil case out in front of me. You could if you wished, sat at a desk to do this too as if you were in a play group or school setting.
I find it very relaxing just lying there colouring completly free  from any groan up stuff that may be about affecting my head.

For the teen Trans Kids

Okay, now I’ve gotten your attention we will get to business
We’re a bit grown up here so let’s start off by acknowledging something straight off and that is if you’re transgendered you been like this from birth, you had a female inner child who came out doing fairly regular girlish things like playing with dolls, carrying your teddy with you, playing dress up and so on. You might of been caught out and scolded (or worse) or maybe you did it when nobody much was around.
As you got a bit older you may have stopped the dressing side for a whole of reasons such as trying to make yourself fit in as say a male because of peer pressure or maybe your school and sporting commitments got in the way.
Now you do restart and like you’re feeling “Whoa! I feel different now” you seem to be preoccupied with looks, boys and the inevitable  that goes with it you may feel like doubting who you really are.
The good news is actually you’re the same as everything so-called regular teen school girl having this adolescence interest/curiosity around sex but still having some child like sides to you and this is okay. What’s never okay is for Adults to take advantage of you sexually.
So for all the teen transgendered children out there, be strong, be yourself but keep safe!

Regressed replacements XIII

At recess we'd run around the school fields which was something I loved to do when we weren't playing jump rope

Sometimes it would go on for so long I'd get tired and have to carried back in the most undignified fashion. It was so embarrassing.

Dress her up

While much of this blog is around school related and emotional issues leading into talk around discipline it's not the whole of it nevermind  how I like to look.
Well as I'm sure no boy, go one and make me into an attractive frilly girl like either of these as I just love the costumes as while it may be out of my comfort zone, it's good for you to  work with me exploring my female sense of self.