Up to bed!

Sometimes I wonder if I could get someone, a Mommy or Daddy figure to go through the motions of been taken to bed for a really hard spanking and straight to sleep when I start tailspinning badly as routines like that might be just what I'm need of.

I'm not really adult but not in a teen situation where I'd as of right this kind correction would be applied so I just mess up and then feel I can't be with people cos in a very real way I don't know what to do and how to behave in their company.