Hey teacher

I always had a defiant streak in me, not usually a loud one but one that certainly was there toward  anyone that would deny me what I wanted or free expression of what I felt, having very strong emotions running through me.
That urge to lash out was and is in me even now even if I may use words rather than physical objects to lob in your general direction and yest sometimes months one when I find out what it was really about I have pangs of regret for just lashing out rather than checking the facts first.