Another weekend and some more studying to be getting on working my way through the English work that is challenging me to plan, concentrate, think for myself and pay attention to answering the questions correctly.
Generally paying attention leading to answering questions correctly
is something I tend to struggle with, some of is stuff I can’t help
being pretty much a part of multiple disabilities I have even though I
do have some ability to control which I don’t always use in the way you
might, effectively telling myself “Concentrate now, Jo”.
It’s that dilemma which really is the core problem around how this
has been handled from some who took no account of having the
difficulties I have seeing it as ‘all attitude’ and a good many others
who said “People with X do this” without considering how such an
approach leads to one of not even trying to get some control over it or
self fulfilling prophesies.
In reality it is a bit of both which
implies I can be expected to exercise some responsibility for my
attitude, can be expected to be held accountable failing to and while
supported in dealing with how my disabilities impact on this should of
been disciplined just the same.
This is one the things that is being done for now, that people while helping me make the most of what I can do are prepared to discipline me quite strictly to ensure I exercise the control I have over managing my disabilities.
It is hard to be like that with me but I need it because like it or not I need to learn to do the very thing you were encouraged to do and too many people let me get away with and has has to start by sorting out my attitudes to my responsibilities.
As a disabled Middle I need my bare bottom spanking too.
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