Instant corrections

There are days when I really feel it's high time my knickers came down and people really got on the job of providing proper guidance and discipline in my life as I'm so clueless at times not because I couldn't be taught this but simply because too few people cared enough to. 
A few people such as those at school found this did work well with me and given things like hairbrushes or slippers are easy to find just hanging around spanking me would be easy and what I really prefer Adults to be doing with me.

What I'd really of liked

It may of been my birthday recently but frankly I see no change at all in how I feel this year or any other years to speak of except that in the last few years I've had more littler birthday presents as they've realized I'm not that grown up in lots of ways so things routed in adult culture pass over my head if indeed they even interest me. Sometimes what people give me gets a Meh, so what level of response from me.
The one thing I'd of like to had been given would of been to have to spend several months with a trusted friend of theirs who was to straighten me out, giving me lots of painful spankings  cos while I can be loving, in other ways I'm very self-centered and immature, always looking for a get out from what everyone else is expected to behave and do.

I'm telling

One of the experiences I can well recall from actual childhood  was indeed "I'm Telling" which usually applied we had or that planned to do something we knew or parents, grandparents and teachers strongly disapproved of having made a point of expressing it.

One of greatest "trump cards" you could hold was knowing one thing another child knew would result in some form of punishment or censure for them you'd mention the minute they tried to get one up on you.

Playthings

Just before last weeks adventure, I received this 9 inch original Holly Hobbie doll and as she was small enough to fit in my luggage she went to Camp.

I decided at Camp to call her Annie

Here's the My Blue Nose Friend Peanuts interactive  Tatty Teddy who talks to his friends. Aww.

Lessons learned

Being dressed as a schoolgirl is so fitting for me cos it makes me feel small and helps people treat me more as that girl in so many ways which was the thing I learned while away last week as it felt good even for just a short period.

It showed what I had been thinking for a good while now really is true, a return to being a child being with child like routines and rules is what I need.

Test run

This next week I'm off on an experiment to see how this idea I've been talking about off and on feels like and runs in reality with other middles and littles.

New additions

Hey, hey folks this week I'm talking about a couple  of friends who've recently come into my life after requiring a new home.

First up is Millie who as you can see is a  magnificent 8 inch 'vintage' rag doll in her sailor uniform including woollen bloomers in pretty good shape.

In addition to her and I did promise Colleen I would, here is her rehomed friend, Amy

Okay for girls of certain chronological age  this means something because she is one of the Holly Hobbie characters popularized in the works of Denise Holly Ulinskas, an American children's story writer.

The cat-loving, rag dress-wearing little girl in a giant bonnet and licensed to Knickerbocker Toys who popularized these rag dolls in the mid 1970's. 

Amy is an original  and had to be resowed carefully during her previous life but otherwise is in good rather than exceptional shape.

Be that as it may, these were the dolls my female friends played with outside of Sindy and Barbie and I always wanted one badly and now I have Amy.

Important Note:  The next blog update will be delayed as I shall be elsewhere shall we say but I will publish an entry as soon as I can.