
I recently picked up this the discounted 7 DVD set by MVM of the CLAMP anime Angelic Layer

Hikaru, Misaki's doll from the CLAMP anime Angelic Layer.
Note the very determined to win face.


Sometimes you heave to go backwards to go forward in being the best you you can wither or not it's really more like last week and being retaught your behaviour and standards or it's really about finding who you really are after years of people pleasing.
People tried to push me down a level of presenting that had others assume I was a fully mature young lady when in reality my head was hardly just in its teens and my interests while sometimes crossing over were coming more from that of a young child- a girl who still badly needed guidance and the space to play.
I'd like to this opportunity to thank everyone at GT,G.I, IK,DDlg and FA for your concern following recent events and how they have left me feeling, be they comments in chat, on posts or face to face.
I was pleasantly surprised to read one blog entry that addressed that topic of balancing your little and big lives an individual was facing that had a direct quote from me upon my return after a few days so thanks Jake for that.
I'm slowly de-stressing and beginning to think more around how get to where I feel most comfortable and resolving some longstanding issues that compound if not of themselves create them.
Thanks again,
Jo
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Autumn has ended so thoughts go very much towards the Big Event of Winter, Christmas and the countdown for it in a couple of weeks time having gotten over all the Bonfire night stuff earlier on this month.
It's hardly surprising given my own gender past there's a big chunk of me that both feels being in a more junior role treated as a child of my era was dressed in pinafore dresses and even being in some sort of school would suit me.
A hand spanking followed by the cane for "childhood offences" while in that role leaving me tearful would over time help better train me.
Maybe it'll all happen one day.