Getting back to the beginning

 

What this blog has been all about has at times got a bit confused as sometimes bits of my life have come to the forefront which may of been important in some respects but left the wider picture somewhat overshadowed.

At it's heart is confused, mixed up adult child who is still trying to navigate her life when most of her peers managed it decades ago who is fundamentally a a good girl who does get a bit stroppy and agitated because she find understanding the world and its often unspoken rules very hard going.

She may make bad choices, act in ways that require her to be chastised but she is not bad, she wants to do better and with help can do better.

Her heart is in the right place, she has  an innocence and purity about her that others can often read incorrectly because they lack that, only seeing intent where with her there never would be any.

Indeed you could say they undermine her very poor confidence by the game they play and how they keep her away from the things that help her meet her responsibilities and leave her feeling bad about herself.

Jo is not bad - just a good girl needing a helping hand.