Of Updates and stuff

This blog just seems to ramble on in time however difficult trying to keep it up to date is with having periods of poor health rather like "Treacle" my second personal computer with an internet connection did even as a back up a better machine that developed issues of its own.

 The other thing of course is those things that "run" your computer seldom stay still so rather like in 2015 my last Windows machine you may be aware of attempts to upgrade you to Windows 11 rather like back then I was being nagged into installing 10.

Just imagine though for a second what if you were rather like that computer, would we, do we even receive a notification to say our brains and logical reasoning are compatible for a forthcoming upgrade with an Upgrade Now option?

Would there be a "roll back" of the software didn't take to the last working version?

For the vast majority of people a few teething human equivalents of driver reinstallations aside it works fairly well even if the work leisure balance isn't as good as could be as "play" is a long term universal need.

For some of us though it doesn't as our hardware doesn't fully take the software with a times a fleeting approximation to what Human 13plus 18th revision when installed can do so we're taken back to the last Restore Point and given the the last updates whenever errors are found to burn into our CPU to keep us running the best such a system can.

That's why this life and how it works is so different.

Are you paying attention?

 t remains a weird old world beyond this blog and we've been going really quite a long time, longer than perhaps you think.

It's origins run in a outwardly gender discussion blog I established in the earliest days of "Treacle" the original Stone tower pc running all my internet needs and finding Blogger, the Google blogging platform as a place for talking about gender issues and being a sissy when the original blog was centred on music, photography, travel posts and the arts ignoring all of that.

Thus I work though my at times conflicted thoughts around gender identity here trying to keep things free from stuff I'd seen get other blogs shut down apart from talking around my emotion regulation issues and spanking. 

This blog like the other is showing signs of being affected by events simply because a part of this life that I normally write about is on indefinite hold cos you can't meet up with anyone who isn't a part of your own household as as I need round the clock care I need to live with someone who provides that as much as the other chunk comes in though other people in my life on the littles/cp side.

That whole approach to it from the way you are physically as well as psychologically handled  when I cross lines comes in from them and when with the amount of mental stress around currently you do get to the point of lashing out say, I do miss being put back forcible in my place as a adult child.

I suspect when eventually this emergency is all over a good number of us will need some help coping the changed world but at least I can dress as sissy as I like with few people needing to see it on the street.