L is for little

After last months entry I saw this and feel it's time to be more open about certain things.
I AM a little, I AM a submissive even though I get bratty at times that's cos I'm needing someone else to direct me. I DO dress and  speak in a more childlike manner although for me some of this has medical reasons and DO find this dynamic  comforting although for me there's nothing sexual going on.

Getting on with it

 

This sort of modern tween/teens look hugely appeals to me being very feminine but bold oozing with confidence  I like the bow details lots.

Instant corrections

There are days when I really feel it's high time my knickers came down and people really got on the job of providing proper guidance and discipline in my life as I'm so clueless at times not because I couldn't be taught this but simply because too few people cared enough to. 
A few people such as those at school found this did work well with me and given things like hairbrushes or slippers are easy to find just hanging around spanking me would be easy and what I really prefer Adults to be doing with me.

What I'd really of liked

It may of been my birthday recently but frankly I see no change at all in how I feel this year or any other years to speak of except that in the last few years I've had more littler birthday presents as they've realized I'm not that grown up in lots of ways so things routed in adult culture pass over my head if indeed they even interest me. Sometimes what people give me gets a Meh, so what level of response from me.
The one thing I'd of like to had been given would of been to have to spend several months with a trusted friend of theirs who was to straighten me out, giving me lots of painful spankings  cos while I can be loving, in other ways I'm very self-centered and immature, always looking for a get out from what everyone else is expected to behave and do.

I'm telling

One of the experiences I can well recall from actual childhood  was indeed "I'm Telling" which usually applied we had or that planned to do something we knew or parents, grandparents and teachers strongly disapproved of having made a point of expressing it.

One of greatest "trump cards" you could hold was knowing one thing another child knew would result in some form of punishment or censure for them you'd mention the minute they tried to get one up on you.

Playthings

Just before last weeks adventure, I received this 9 inch original Holly Hobbie doll and as she was small enough to fit in my luggage she went to Camp.

I decided at Camp to call her Annie

Here's the My Blue Nose Friend Peanuts interactive  Tatty Teddy who talks to his friends. Aww.