Cross Words

Sometimes I get bratty in which intense helping me with spanking brings improvements other times I can have good reason for feeling cross whither or not it's about an individual or it may be some an organization is responsible for.

I'm not feeling too well following an adverse reaction to pre-packaged salad as I type this with swelling, feeling choked, like being sick and coughing loudly at lunch time having that with some egg and pork slices.

I've had this before usually connected with peanuts and walnuts but there was no caution notes on the packet so I'm having to rest.

I haven't had a reaction like this for ages.

From how I see it

Our attitudes and behaviours for some of us are things that we do struggle with that can be in an age regressed setting, within age playing scenarios and for some more in the everyday adult world.

For some of us situations that might be irritants for others become overwhelming that either we try to control others to control how their behaviours affect us or we ourselves project our emotions through lashing out at them.

The problem with those approaches is they ignore the everyday social boundaries by flipping the attention those things that you cannot control which only amplifies our reactions.

It is really ourselves that we alone can control adequately if we put our minds to it that really is the more fruitful approach to take and sometimes we see things in a very different way than others might.

There are times with me it has to come out before I really start paying attention to sorting out my behaviour.