Souvenir

I went away this week and by way of souvenir, here is a picture of where I stayed.

 As you can tell it was very sunny indeed with all the flower in full bloom in the guesthouse gardens which is something I enjoyed waking up and rushing downstairs to sit out in in the morning. I'd always pack some short sleeved  t shirts and pull on skirts to put over my swimsuit as well as hardier clothing for walking and something more formal foe evening dinner with fellow guests.

A trip to the outfitters

It's the bestest thing for me to be put in

Presentations

Dressing me as a school girl makes a lot of sense as I am so very child-like on the inside, it's what I feel like most days not relating to you as a adult.

Things from the past are in the present

One thing that is in life as an adult but child for me is spanking which is something I do consent to as it helps better regulate my emotions and also helps with keeping attention which I am poor with apart from forever saying "don't want to" to reasonable requests.

Things that are also around are comics around the lives of fictitious school girls and their adventures reflecting the life we are reentering.
 

Over and done with

There's all manner of ideas that go through your head one you've had a history of denial both by yourself but especially by others in your life who had a significant part in such as mothers, aunts and female cousins.

You may feel you lost time being you to their denials to be yourself at times that really mattered in your life whenever you had birthdays, entering teenagehood exploring more presenting and practising your make up plus playing a role in family weddings.

You didn't have the chance to try on anything that required a bit more care putting on and co-ordinating as you only had tiny spots always in dread of the unexpected return so everything that pull of pretty much.

This is more what I really wanted: Time with an Aunt or step mother who would work with me on presenting, getting me into pretty soft dresses and matching frilly lingerie so I looked and felt the part - the part I am called up to be as the sissy I am.

Nothing ridiculous, nothing inappropriate, but a very feminine look that worked for me and for you to take me out dressed as such, learning appropriate etiquette, enjoying the experience.

The Head Girl at the Gables

Today I'm going to talk about another book of mine that I've had for a very long time and this copy dates to 1971.

It's a story about a girl called Lorraine who wasn't thought of being Head Girl material by all her peers at The Gables, their school being rather quiet and withdrawn, scarcely one of the schools personalities.
The Headmistress, Miss Kingsley has altogether different thoughts so she's appointed but from the get go, a hard struggle for Lorraine to win the girls over begins. She decides to organize a School Show, finding a new ally in artistically minded Claudia, taking command in a most surprising effective way.
She finds a newly discovered talent for painting as part of her school life which leads to the unmasking of a dangerous spy ring.

Schoolgirl

As a person with a LG age of 12 this is close to how I see myself just perhaps a year or two younger in full school girl uniform right down to the socks and shoes although I do wear tights sometimes as do many contemporary British schoolgirls.
Although I don't actually own an 'over sized' uniform, the way I dress is based loosely around this but from ranges that fit my size and worn in the same sort of way.
I'd like everyone to treat me as child within I am.