Saturday, April 30, 2011

Time for a cuddle

I have a big soft spot for teddy bears and plushies as I like to feel their fur against my skin as I cuddle up to them or hug the smaller ones.

Although I'm a bit shy, I love people hugging and cuddling me as I feel very secure and loved when that happens whither I've been good or naughty.

It's funny actually that some people seem to think it's in order to come to someone - have them help them out and then be gone in a flash leaving this person behind.

It just seems to me that they're missing a fundamental truth - that you give as you receive - in life. Just imagine what would happen if we all said "Right I've had my help. Now don't come asking for any."

The absence of respect for the time put in is telling and there is no other word to employ but they USED them.

It's flat out wrong!

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Floating along nicely

Feeling as if we're walking on air is part of the innocence of being an age-play adult middle so you may well feel like strolling around with a balloon be it say a My Little Pony one or a heart-shaped one cos you're in love with your caregiver.
It is the  most natural thing for you and why shouldn't you do just that?

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Less is more

After all that talk about regression I had this thought:


Why do I want it all?
The only all I'd like - note I ever do wants people -  are good friends, enough money to live by and peace - everything else isn't necessary. I get zilch from it.
This is what I actually need-a child-like life wearing a pretty dress.
If that makes me weird so what? It's the kind of weird that makes sense to me.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Revisited classroom 2011


One of my last classroom experiences was attending a residential training school for the disabled which was held in a former Girls Boarding School with extensive grounds about a mile way from the town centre  and some  a quarter mile off the rail station.
The reason I was there was because I'd never received any  proper training for a career, my disabilities are such I'd need support across the whole day to get by and frankly I needed a more stricter school type structure most adult colleges don't offer to learn effectively.
Things like a rigid time-table, less lectures and more chalk and talk teaching and having to wear and being inspected on smart office uniform during class times. While corporal punishment was out, you could and I was taken out to the front to verbally chastised for such things as not using your time responsibly or being late returning to class in front of your peers.
It only took a day before we all realized we were mentally at least "at school" with very much a schoolboys and girls scene going on most days in our class with some of us clearly regressing with plushies and Winnie the Pooh pencil cases being out, the emergence of gangs and gang leaders coupled with lines being formed for our meals we had to keep to.
I through persistence and firm discipline from our instructors gained my COTAC travel industry qualifications.
Looking back on this, it does show clearly I loved being 'at school' with its rituals, social structures and the firm discipline adult settings don't usually provide and it is better for me.
I do think there is merit in being punished in each others presence not least as a deterrent to others and would accept it at an age-play school which I feel is what I'm looking for.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Role playing schooling


There have been times when I have thought what may happen if I went somewhere - and there are places that do actually exist - where you went to a age-play school for over 18's role playing say Junior or high school.
Quite often you have to go through a process of being interviewed to see if you'd fit in and also how in reality as opposed to any kind of a fantasy some might have of you 'take' to any kind of corporal punishment that in the role playing typically from 1950's through 1970's would of applied and to which in role you'd be given for any infraction.
The honest answer for me would be I would because I lived with and feel very comfortable having had it to the point I'd sooner have it back again.
Picture shows Rosalind Russell & Hayley Mills on the right from the movie "The Trouble With Angels".