Freaky Friday musings

Friday,eh?

I was a bit late getting up this morning so it was a rush to fix breakfast needing to be out by half past eight which is just typical I guess of what can happen when you go to sleep thinking about something and wake up with the start of migraine that didn't clear until Sunday afternoon.

That was just in time for Lil'Jennies Storytime on Picarto which is good way of relaxing with an hour to reading one or more children or "young adult" reading books read to you.

I did catch up a bit with The Beano and Pheonix comics which I get every week which helps keep my mind away from some of less good bits of the adult world although obviously there's bits of that you can't ignore.

Bits you can't ignore is the whole discourse around presentation which to me rather forgets things like if you were a school girl, you didn't keep your uniform on to half nine or whenever your bedtime was and you may of gone to places like the movies so you had looks for that.

As s teen girl especially you wanted to cultivate an appearance of sophistication, of coolness when you were out so why shouldn't I as this regressed adult school girl wear a skirt like that with tights and smart casual top?

Gurls like me tend to be a bit more dressy even though anything involving lots of buttons, fastens and generally "fussy" isn't get with my badly damaged paws unless you want to spend time out helping me with it when you go to the loo and all that.

All that gets lost in the "all T Gurls", "All sissy should" wear this and this talk you find in some circles totally ignoring your needs and why they're there.

For some of we'll be returning to some sort of studying or other next month which I'm sure we'll be looking forward  toward which kind reminded me of this perennial problem area.

I had been thinking about getting more hands on at one particular site but feel it may not be to the best interests of my emotional well being, not that I wasn't able to do it, quite the opposite actually as I could do it well, but rather it may put me in more triggering situations that have taken me long time to recover from.

I am more feeling that looking after my needs is not only better for me personally - and I do matter - but I can do more of what I feel helps from the sidelines.

St Trinians!

It's been a warm start to the week here so we're having to watch time spent in the sun or for that matter upstairs as it gets very warm and I run warm as it is.

Looking more like the products of my kinda school here's the St Trinian's Girls in the classic 50's and 60's form. The series started in movie form in 1954 is about a group of unruly private school girls in a unconventional  and one might say corrupt school system who are always battling out between the Ministry of Education, any adult who crossed them and the girls themselves.

Below is a picture taken as part of renactment of part of Great Train Robbery of St Trinians film from 1966 where the girls get to play with trains!

The organizers of the preserved railway kept things very much in the spirit of the original film and the cartoons so it's high jinks rather than anything sleazy.

The uniforms have become a staple of so-called grown up dressing up in their native UK for things such as school reunions and so on which makes the ordering and wearing somewhat more straight forward than you might think. 

I enjoy wearing them when my inner girl is feeling at that level building upon my school girl at heart personality.

Spankies for sissies

Much of the talk around spanking has been more from the little or school girl direction on this blog which is just fine but there are other contexts where it may come into play like being more overly sissy dressed in your frills.

You may get then if you didn't address your dominant appropriately or that perhaps to remind you that you're lower down the picking ordering which instance your frillies are heading due south and a suitable implement such as a hairbrush will be making an impression on you.

However you try to wrap this thing up, strangely enough you seems to enjoy it contradictions and all.

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Needs

Sometimes the thing we truly need in our lives isn’t pleasant but is necessary.

I often need someone to really take an idea in my head that's beyond my comfort zone physically and make that happen such as wearing a very cute short pleated skirrt wit cute tights and feminine blouse in order to realize the me within which was thing that for so long was repressed.

We shouldn’t be spared it if we are to become more mature, reliable people and if I need a good spanking to get it on then responsible people should make it happen.  I’d be lying if I said I didn’t need it and it is.

Summer relaxing

Summer is hopefully when we get to sit out of doors dressed lighter than in spring never mind winter in multiple layers if it doesn't have an outbreak of showers

This to be honest is really what I like to wear outdoors where let's be honest some of your fantasies may not fit well with other people you're sharing this public space with but is very feminine, modest and totally removed from what I had to endure growing up socially as a male.