Kanon

This was a four disc region 1 dvd set I got for Christmas and have been watching recently.

The story is narrated through Yuichi who hasn't seen his cousin Nayuki in years. Upon his return seemingly all his knowledge of ever visiting has vanished. He senses something vaguely familiar around his surroundings trying his best to adjust but his memory gaps haunt him as time grows ever short.

He sees in time the pieces of this puzzle, the mysterious girl with the winged backpack, a sword wielding dragon slayer and an eerie silent beauty with blazing tresses but it's up to Yuichi to discover how all these pieces of the puzzle fit together.

Ms Jo's spanking needs

Techniques to use on me 

Stress Relief spankings are implemented when the woman is stressed. The woman need not have done anything wrong (so far) but may be on the edge of misbehaving by losing her temper. The spanking not only alleviates her stress, but it also prevents her from receiving a Punishment Spanking caused by argumentative behaviour or other negative moods from building up.
Submission Spankings are also known as “just because” spankings. The woman will receive a spanking for no particular reason than just because the Caregiver decides to spank her; or just because the Caregiver feels that she may benefit from receiving a good spanking. Submission Spankings, as the title depicts, will help a woman with her submission to her Caregiver. These spankings will leave her with no doubt that she is subject to her Caregivers authority. Submission Spankings are also sometimes referred to as reminder spankings. They are very beneficial in reinforcing the woman’s submission and reminding her of her obedience and respect to her Caregiver. 

Brief changes for the girl 

Part of the experimentation around presenting that is going on involves changing my underwear as the person who is pushing my buttons has decided to put me in soft  plain underwear with lace detail to bring out more of the Princess in me.

It's also quite interesting to find I actually enjoy this being dressed by another which underscores my more submissive side even though I was a willing party in all this and yes they feature in my spankings.

One girl, three looks

 

One girl, three looks.

Sometimes it seems there can only be one kind of girl you may be or feel, dressy, sporty or relaxed lounging one but to me you can be all three and  more

There are I feel a number of mes and that's really what I'm exploring this year cos I want to meet and experience them for myself.

Come here NOW!

Something happened this week this week that I feel like talking about.
One of things that is happening is I'm being put into different attire than I'm used to help with some of issues around presentation, body image and lacking confidence and one of things is I've been put into frilly knickers with pink polka dots that expose my cheeks and am now wearing shorter skirts to try to 'normalize' my thoughts about people noticing I have a bottom.

 Things like that trouble me being very self conscious.
So there I was with them being told it 's very cute, that they like my bottom and indeed with no suggestion on my part they inform me they'd just love to spank it all red!
Well, that turned my face all red, blushing, with embarrassment which needless to say they did notice.
The intriguing thing is how it is they just found spanking as a thing they could use giving the general reluctance of my folks to even consider it as a child, being generally reluctant to chastise me in any way at all.
The other element in all this is just how I feel about dominant women given the baulk of disciplinarians in my life were actual males, other kids Dads or teaching staff at school.

I'd of never considered it before but actually I do like the idea of having a dominant female in my life not as a super shouty controlling person but more as a kind but strict Governess or Aunt  type figure, working  on making me the best girl I can.

Blue Peter

 There's a fair chance some of you may well remember having these annuals during your childhood as avid viewers of the BBC TV Blue Peter program. It may surprise you to know I also have a number that are co-related to the period I was (officially) a child having not just information about what was shown during that 12 month period, but also on the news of the day such as with this edition information about the US space carrier, Skylab and some good illustrated bits about British History.

It all helps to jog my memory back to the year and what mattered to me as a child during it such as the arts and crafts which at all the schools I attended we did.

As far as I'm aware that's John Noakes a Northern English presenter during most of the 1970's with Shep, the Boarder collie to the left of him.

Girlie socks!

Through my love of the cute and my 'Little Girl' side I'm strongly drawn to these very girlie socks that aren't a million miles removed from what I'd of had on as an actual little way back when.
While at British Home Stores who have branches in most UK cities I spotted these really cute ankle socks that were on special offer are are great with trousers or mid to short length skirts.
 During the recently snowy patch I went out shopping as work had called advising not to turn in as they'd shut down.
I have issues about being out in the winter following a childhood accident and in an attempt to deal with that I gritted my teeth and went out.

New year edition

It's the start of a new year on this blog which has been going now for a good while exploring things around my feelings emotions and needs which compliments my other blog.

 One of big needs is to be comforted because I get upset very easily over things which may be badly thought out comment, losing an object of great affection or the loss of  a loved one such as a pet or friend.
I need the space to let out my feelings, to grieve and cry as they work their way from my mind though my body as a part of coping with life which from an emotional point of view I do struggle with.
My response as few people took the time caring enough to put an arm around me, cuddle and let me cry has been to hold in those feelings rather than learning to master them and for that matter to help me show feelings of understanding and love toward others by doing the same.