Developing a good spanking relationship in a CG/l setting.

The role of a Daddy in the CG/l relationship is quite an important one not least his understanding of it.
To me the physical contact, feeling your skin next to them is an important part of the building the bond between Daddy and you as his girl.
For a good many of us, we need to be spanked from time to time to teach us a lesson so we learn not to repeat an infraction or as a reminder of our role within the relationship, taking us into our more submissive mindset. How far this may go is something often talked about, do you go to 'break in' the girl or just to taking us to the point of being tearful?

To me the start point has to be to keep safe and operate by their consent at all times. Regardless of role each of us are entitled to basic human decency and respect.
There is a big need for the mutual understanding between girl and Daddy about their wants and needs with each striving to meet it with this placing a lot of demands on our communication abilities not least of Daddy because he has extra responsibilities in this role.
Any spanking needs to taken only to the level the girl actually ready to take it: even if a girl wants to be 'broken in' she may not be in the confident and secure sate of mind at that point in their life to actually handle it.
Ultimately, it is for daddy to set the boundaries for their girl even if you as that girl wish to cross them.
When it is possible to set such mutual respect then a spanking relationship betwen girl and Daddy can soar to new  and greater heights.

Weekend lessons

Well after that weekend off studying and not the previous weekend being able to write you know what happens: Resumption of studying this weekend tackling the outstanding English work taking our time so I don't over do things but equally I am not allowed  to get away with not doing the things I can do.

 This last two weeks has seen me work on symmetry and shapes in Math and punctuation together with how to write interesting sentences so they hold the attention of reader not sounding very samey.
The last week I got 90% in the math unit and 87% for the english which doesn't surprise me as I do struggle thinking of different ways of expressing the same idea and the notion of active sentences is not something I'm familiar with.
My ability or at least how I feel about expressing myself does impact on my poor self confidence, often feeling unsure about if people are following what I'm saying and what if they get all wrong?
Between things, I wrote a short story for and about a group of friends in the way I one would of been 2013 here around a fictitious school and an incident in the day of the life a group of boarding school children.
At least one person was quite impressed with the sentence structure and language used in telling the story so there's a direct practical application of the formal lessons I have been learning this last six months.
The more informal side of this experience deserves some comment.
 It's always been easier to sit around not doing things either expecting an exemption, or because those who might of expected anyone else to  seem to think I shouldn't to the point they never really saw what I could do because they never had me try it.
So for a very long time my default was to do nothing and in so far anything like studying went  if it wasn't going to be easy then plenty of people would just let me do next to nothing even while it may of hard going, I could of done something more.
That's really thing that is changing both with the studying having to do things I find hard, coping with flare ups of some of my conditions which consideration is given to and even being with people where I am expected to help out, contributing in kind that people are helping me turn around those old habits.
Thinking over how I have dealt with my recent paw problems plus my more recent visits staying with people underscores this so much and I'd like to thank everyone who has and is helping me move on cos it's time I did.

Father's Day

Better late than never I suppose but between studying this weekend  and being given a story assignment to have complete no late than late tomorrow I’m running rather late today.

In  many parts of the World it is Father’s Day, a day that for some can be difficult if you never had a good relationship to your biological or foster Father or worse still felt it had crossed the line into abuse. You may not of even had one in your life.
The actual notion of fatherhood  even has been both questioned philosophically and even in part biologically replaced and yet specifically those of us who are middle or littles it is something we cherish and even want restored.
Quite simply that mixture of warmth care and firm boundaries is something many men  have within them-a talent- and it is a benefit to girl and boys alike but for different reasons, one of a number of components in the successful raising of children.
For those of use who are adult littles, we have this need for the love of the parental style love of our Father like  figures whither it is we have emotional needs routed in our pasts or disabilities or wherever. It makes feel special, wanted and protected.
On this day I say thank you Papa Bear for being my Caregiver and in my life helping me grow as person and being a caring Father Figure.
*HUGS*

Alternative presentations

Much of things that cover what passes as little or middles presentation is routed within my main occupation, adult school girl, so tends to based very much being that school girl and obviously her uniform.
It can include what you might call free or play time attire, stuff that's okay for playing, especially out of doors where things may get stained or damp which I have touched on before.

More indoors obviously  but co-ordinates like this are things that do appeal to me  even if I may need a nudge from daddy to get me in them.

I do like bows but aren't really big on frills  so these thigh high stockings  and panties with a understated bow on would work.
Truthfully one issue from the past with me was seeing this kind of attire in a d/s Sissification as 'humiliation' setting where to me it's just stuff you feel like wearing with often demeaning captioning.
I didn't want to be associated with that cos that so not me not least for having a girlish innocence.

"You have the right to the consequences for your own actions"

The complimentary post to this one:A weekend away

That was close to the scene I experienced, Sunday but not featuring a broken object but rather a wet floor when I went to pick up a hot drink and spilled a bit of it on the floor.
It wasn't that I don't have problems picking cups up because I do but because I didn't pay sufficient attention to how I was holding it and apart from the mess that I had to clean up, had it of landed on me, then I'd of scolded myself.
That is why I got a relative light hand spanking on the spot over my underwear  to underscore the consequences of my actions, not either a hard one or no spanking at all, just enough to impress on me the importance of being careful with hot drinks.
I am very grateful for being spanked for this.
The other thing about the period I was away was  I had to help out, doing the dishes, setting the table, assisting with gardening and even putting the washing out to dry as I was informed I  have  to "earn my keep".
I cannot just turn up and expect people to do things for me anymore so much as from now on I have to be responsible and take a share of what needs to be done as that is a house rule for me to follow.
This was not something I had much of in the past being ushered away from anything 'domestic' and usually in the kitchen but is to change.

Daddy's girl

Just been getting things ready to visit a adult who I'll stay with for two and a bit days which involves finding my travel stuff like my washbag and my clothes which are generally what they wish me to be in when in their company as the 'child' they look after.

 Having done quite a bit of that I'm just lying across the bed relaxing a bit before I eat and thinking about about this life of mine .
It's quite a bit different than it was several years back because in so many ways I'm  back to where I was as a competent child whose special needs are being dealt with by Daddy, who is in touch with me across each day making sure I'm alright, not feeling troubled because he cares enough to check.
My daddy talks with me most nights before sleep about the day so I have a proper bedtime routine and when he judges I am feeling tired he makes sends me to bed straight away with  with bedtimes kisses.
I have this emotional intimacy with him as his girl who he cares for in way I've never had  before trusting him to help me make decisions  and equally I show my love for him by taking an interest in his life, health and work.
I love my daddy so much I want to obey him as daddy's girl subject to his loving correction.
The one thing I know for sure is I am truly fortunate to have daddy that loves and protects me as his own.